Suicidal victim of violence with pain specialist needs help. Broken jaw severe nerve trauma?

I am a white male who was out taking a walk by myself on Christmas Day. A black gang robbed me for some crack money, while they grinded my face into the pavement with their feet. A fourth black male who was not even involved in the crime who watched it happen from accross the street followed me inside a pizza parlor and broke my jaw just for kicks. I have had three surgeries on the left mandible. The pain is so severe that I think about suicide almost all the time. The question is only how I will do it. The last surgery was unneccessary and did the most damage. I live near the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco so it's a no brainer since it's the capital of suicides jumps in the world. I would maybe overdose on heroin because I can't look down, but I don't know how to cook it or inject it and I have to be careful with the laws. If you ever get a broken jaw NEVER let the doctor drill a metal plate on. Wiring the teeth is good enough! You'll thank me for it.

Suicidal victim of violence with pain specialist needs help. Broken jaw severe nerve trauma?
My friend you need help. Suicide is not the answer, it is the cowards way out. I live with chronic pain every day for the past 10 years. There is a new drug on the market called CYmbalta. It is an antidepressant but it has been approved by the FDA for chronic pain. I have been taking it for a little over a month now and it has been a blessing!! My legs always felt like they were made of cement. Now I can walk without pain. Please, promise you will talk to your doctor about it. Also let he or she know about your suicidal thoughts. There is help out there. You were a victim, don't become a statistic.
Reply:First of all I would like to say I'm so sorry to hear about what happened to you. I hope they caught the b.a.s.t.a.r.d.s. that did this to you and may they get raped over and over again in jail!!!!!


I understand your pain but you can't give up look how far you've already come. my husband lives with pain from a car accident and his pain will never go away, he has 3 permament pinched nerves in his neck, and elbow, a constant headache that never goes away and brain damage, he fights his pain everyday and no medicines will work and the doctors don't want to give him narcotics which would help the pain a bit. You just have to keep going your life is worth living!
Reply:I'm sorry, but what's the question here?
Reply:You should go to another doctor to fix your problem. The first doctor obviosuly did not do a proper job if you are still in pain. Aside from that, you should be seeing a psycotherapist to treat you with medication, or maybe even go to a special center to get better. The biggest step is realising you may be suicidal, now you need to find help to stop any action that you may inflict on yourself. By the way, why do you feel it was necessary to describe what race the men who beat you were? It's completely irrellevant.
Reply:I am sorry for all the pain you have been through. I think you should go to counseling. Also talk to a lawyer. Good Luck to you.
Reply:Can't the doctor prescribe vicadin or morphine.
Reply:Yeah Mompoo, a lawyer. When it's a bunch of thug *****rs that jumped him? You stupid twunt.





Yes, you should just jump off the bridge. Really, you're a piece of crap and nobody will miss you. Hell, you're probably on some sort of government healthcare program anyways and burdening us taxpayers with the bills. If you're by yourself on Christmas, nobody loves you and you should kill yourself.
Reply:smoke a big fatty.. it's a great reliever for chronic pain.. and then you'll be too lazy to want to go jumping off any bridges
Reply:I also had a traumatic experience which led to thoughts of injecting Heroin but I never did it before. I've had multiple episodes of serious suicidal thoughts %26amp; 1 suicide attempt, 5 big Samoan security guards stopped me because they caught me on security camera, I was on the top floor of a hotel. I was first diagnosed w/depression, then later w/ bipolar disorder, (which I later learned is very common.) My cousin killed himself last year, he was only 47, I know of several others who have succeeded in taking their own lives. I also know an attorney who jumped out of the 2nd floor because the "voices told her to" she is schizophrenic %26amp; lived to tell me about it. As someone who has spoke to %26amp; helped 100's of Mental Health Patients (of which I am one of) I suggest you go get a reference from your Dr. to a Psychologist, today! you may be suffering from Clinical Depression. It can be cured w/medications and/ or talk therapy. You have nothing to lose but your life. I hoped this will help you. God Bless You Brah. Spirituality has helped me too, now I'm attending Community College %26amp; am almost normal, I'm 45.I truly believe that if you commit suicide you don't go on to the perfect place, you get stuck in limbo. I got that idea not only from my religion but from people who have died %26amp; left their bodies, %26amp; saw the bright light, %26amp; felt the euphoria, %26amp; started moving toward the light %26amp; there were these people wandering around in between in limbo who have taken their own lives. When it's your time, it's your time. You have to put in your time on earth before you can go on to a better place. I almost died over 10 times because I totaled 5 automobiles %26amp; 1 motorcycle, %26amp; have been in fights where guys have broken Bacardi Rum bottles over the top of my head. I'm still here because the Universe has a bigger plan for me %26amp; I'm not done yet. I don't think you're done yet either %26amp; I'm not just saying that, I honestly believe that.



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